Feelings :)

i hate to fall in love. why? because it hurts me. i regrets to fall in love.

why should that kind of feeling were create? it makes me cried.

it makes me regret. it makes me wanna be with someone.

but i dint get that person. i've been patient all the time when i lose someone i loved.

i've been patient when the person i loved dint feel the same as me.

i can't ignore what i feel. because ignoring it make me feel i'm hated by myself.

feelings that i got make me confused. every time.

i sometimes can only loved people for a short time. i also sometimes loved people like i hated them.

its true what my friends said. i'm still confused with my feeling.

i cant find what truth in my heart. i can't find who i loved. i feel like wasted time.

can't someone tell me whats my problem? even i cant find the answer.

but i wont gave up until i find the only answer to my question.

the perfect answer that i should know long ago.

maybe i've been cheated with someone? or maybe someone i loved gone?

or maybe there's another answer? such many question that i wanna ask.

maybe there's a reason why this all happen? someday i'll find out bout this.